[90後] 遠方的微小祝福
連假去了趟旅行，實則毫無方向感的認路練習；回台後首次和學長姐妹大學家聚，和友人嘗試主持過去組織的小骨頭聚會，自己也參加了八屆同堂的聚會，很多的聚會，很多的再次見面，而離開學校後的話題是工作和人生，還有些抱怨、無奈、迷惘與瑣事，但見著了這些人們的感覺，依然是好的。即使知道好些時日不見，有的可能三五年沒聯繫，坐下來閒聊的那刻，許多的熟悉感仍舊在。
每個曾經產生過交集的人，在各自的環境裡生活著，這句話看起來沒有什麼，可是活著本身之於他者就飽含了極大意義，
how wonderful the life is now you are in the world. 所言不假。
以為好友走了近四個月，時間能夠和緩些情緒，未料方才發現另一個朋友的情況，那種擔心這個人會不會從此就消失在這世界上的感覺再度回流，尤其是對方不在自己的生活環境內，相隔數百數千公里以外，能維繫的是這弔詭的網路，沒有溫度，距離也憑心而定，但擔憂本身沒有任何推動力，只好向對方說 "I am here with you." 我會在這裡陪著你，在同個天空下，有個人會陪伴著你，可能過於理想過於單純，但這是目前唯一能給的協助了，也是來自遠方的微小祝福與陪伴。
It has been 5 years since the first post in this blogger.
Traveled to Vietnam in spring holiday, actually a practice for improving sense of direction. First meet up with the tribe in university after graduation, and hosted a gathering for junior AIESEC alumnus with friend, also participated the gathering for 8 generations of same position when we were in AIESEC. Lots of gathering and meeting up with ppl, the talks had changed into job and life, and not surprised, complain, confusion, and some minor stuff.
To be honest, all those mentioned above are nice, though it might be some while not contact with friends, still, the connection between ppl is still there.
The people who has been to your life, they're on their own journey currently, this sounds like common sense, but it does mean something to the others, the lyrics presenting "how wonderful the life is now you are in the world," it's so true and touching.
I was thinking about the sorrow due to my friend past away has been eased, as time goes by.
But the feeling came back just before, when figuring out that another friend has psychological problem for more than four months. One more time, feel afraid that someone may disappear from this world, especially those "someone" who is not in the same living environment, they stayed far far away from you, and the only communication channel is this tricky internet... the only thing you can do is telling him/her: "I am here with you."
It may sound pretty ideal and nothing, but that's the only thing I can do currently.
Yes, I am here with you, no matter how good and bad you are now, just remember there's a person who gonna give you her support mentally.
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