[90後] You Are The Gift

Have left India around three weeks, stayed one and half days in HongKong to meet up with friends and enjoy the Cantonese mixed with English environment before getting into the pure Mandarin speaking environment, also enjoyed the food which miss so much.  Then stayed home for several days to work on job seeking and went around the downtown to explore this place I supposed to know well but not really after some years away from it.

離開印度將近三週的時間，花了一天半在香港轉機，再回到純中文的環境前，享受粵語混英文的環境，也和朋友們聚聚。回到家後，待了幾天處理找工作的事情，在既熟悉又陌生的市區繞了繞。
 
Even the typhoon came, still went to Tainan, which is at south Taiwan to achieve my goal as foodie! Wake up, eat, walk, eat, walk, drink, then go to sleep, such a perfect loop for relaxing. Though my lovely regular life was kind of disturbed due to being the stranger of a conference and chair a camp for senior high students.

即使兩顆颱風(恩，對兩顆)來襲，作為吃貨，依然跑去美食之都台南，過著吃飽睡睡飽吃，把整個中西區走完的生活。即使規律的生活因為會議和活動的關係，完全被打亂...
   
This is NOT a dear diary but exactly what happened to a person from the end of last journey to next one. With confusion and excitement, complicated but also simple as well. Being confused about the criteria and decision making for next assignment, if it is right? How will it be? Where should I stay? How long I can afford without any financial support from family? Feel exciting to get into a new corporation with more challenges and learning. (such a workaholic huh).
 
這其實不是什麼日記，是小女子在這段過渡時期的經歷和體會，充斥著困惑和興奮，非常複雜有時卻很簡單。總是困惑著關於職涯發展的選擇，這會是個對的決定嗎? 接下來會是如何? 何去何從? 在不依賴家庭的狀態下，自己能夠支撐多久? 不過對於要進入新的環境也是頗為興奮，想到有新的挑戰跟學習，是的小女子的工作狂特質一直都在。

Still remember during the closing plenary in the camp which chaired, suddenly some thoughts came to mind, looking at so many innocent faces, which reminds me, I was them before. What I am now is all contributed by those path I've been through. Even there were extreme different learning, from awesome to terrible, they all make me to the person I am today. You are the best gift of yours, there's role model, but you can not find another person is the same as you which means you just need to follow your own path to become the better version of YOU.
     
還記得在進行營隊的結業式時，看著台下一張張像白紙的高中生們，自己也曾經是那樣的年紀和經驗零，有些想法瞬間蹦了出來。即使經歷過極端好與壞的事件，每個經歷都累積成今天的我，你就是自己最好的禮物，無需外求指標性人物，因為找遍了世界，你也找不到一模一樣的人和人生，你所能做的就是活出自己更好的狀態。


"You only have one life, make sure you live it right." I've loved this song for a long time, though I will never ensure if it's right, still I feel confident and not regret for every decision made so far.

"You only have one life, make sure you live it right."喜歡這首歌好長一段時間了，即使仍然不知道每個決定的對錯與否，但不悔所有做過的決定。

By the way, the offer of next assignment was finally confirmed yesterday.
It was pretty much struggling to run the job seeking and closing the term of internship at the same time.
Thanks for all the support from every of you. Hug from Taiwan.

順帶一提，昨天確定了接下來的工作，這一個多月來同時掙扎在找工作與結束實習任期。
感謝每個關心與鼓勵，來，抱一個。